So the past few days have been a little different. A bit real. Having no parents around has its pros and cons.

Pros:

1. Stay up tell whenever

2. Cook healthy

3. Do what ever i want.

Cons:

1. Little lonely

2. BILLS

3. No parents to ask how your day was.

4. No visits at work.

5. Lack of communication.

6. Distance

The question: Is them leaving really the best choice for me or just for them? I miss them more than they know and more than i ever thought i would. I figured they would be around all the time…The tough news is they are not. They are across the country and now im in washington with a brother, a lovely girlfriend, and myself. A tri-pod is the only thing holding me up right now. I’m just praying that i will be the one to succeed like my parents want. To get a nice job, great house, and wonderful family.

This might be me complaining or venting to the world about my problems, but “fuck it”. I know everyone goes through this sometime in there life, but why so early… Why am i getting seperated from my parents sooner than most people. Especially when im in college with a full time job… now its going to be harder. That is life though.. Someone once told me life sucks. I think life is what you make it, and i will not make it to be a disapointment, or a failure. I will triumph. I will succeed. With or without their help.

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